Today would have been my anniversary. A year ago I was a different person, living a different life. Today I’m a single mom, struggling to get to know myself, I feel like a fish out of water most of the time. Floundering around on the dock hoping beyond hope this next jump drops me back into the sea of a normal life. Sometimes I’m gasping for air as I contemplate what my future holds or doesn’t hold any longer. I wonder if I will ever feel right or myself again.
Time is healing, time has already started that for me. But with any wound, the healing doesn’t remove the scar. I let that scar toughen me, make me me stronger, make me harder, make me...me again, just me that’s a little different
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